and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again
pretending to be you
make-believing
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose

i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not right now at all
there i go again
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just let her crash and burn she'll learn
the attention just encourages her

and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that YOUR sorry that YOU asked
though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
but i might be catching so don't touch
you'll start believeing youre immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off

and you can tell
from the smoke at the stake
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses:
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...

i dont necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident
I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM




"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the answer is always there."



" 'Suddenly I heard a tapping, as of someone gently rapping, rapping on my chamber door.' You heard me rapping, right?"



"Don't move!!"
"I thought the police always said freeze."
"Well I am the police and I say don't move Snow White. You move, you're dead."
"Then I say I'm dead and I move."



Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.



"It's funny. Little things used to mean so much to Shelly. I used to think they were kind of trivial. Believe me, nothing is trivial."



"This is the story of a girl, the pretty face she hid from the world, and while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles."



Won't you cure my tragedy
Won't you cure my tragedy
Don't take her smile away from me
She's broken and I'm far away



"I thought you were invincible!"
"I was. I'm not anymore."



All The Times
All the times she talked of death
All the times she talked of him
All the times she cut herself
The pain runs through me aswell
All the times she cryed over him
All the stories she made of him
All the times she thought of death
The pain runs through me aswell
All the times I cryed for her
All the times I prayed for her
All the times I was scared for her
She never knew I did
All those times in the past
All those thoughts that might never pass
All those days we were hurt
She always thought the worst
All the times I tried to think
Everytime to comfort her
Everytime they seemed to fail
I continued to pray...



It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered






I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me
There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...





Heartbreak, incarnate, I'm nothing if not your memories
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain

Someday, I will be...
I'll be that what you want from a failing dream
Because I will, I may at best
Be as low as you feel





Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.
And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you.




I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me




these words with no reply
stopping we's and starting i's
this need is killing me
and taking me over
i wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled
and i keep losing this fight





carpet stains from coffee cups
thrown to stop from hurting so much
paralyzed I thought I would fail you somehow
and let you down
but you saved me from death





you've taken this too far
now it has to stop
once again
the table has turned
and i'm behind
picking up the pieces from the night
my face is scared
sometimes I feel that I can't trust myself at all
every time the sky
breaks open with sunshine
and streaming swords collide
it takes me back in time
I float away to another place
where heaven is waiting right outside






is it over? I am fine
thank you dearly for your time
I'll be leaving
don't you cry
I'll be back soon
at least I'll try
can't you see there is no time to think selfishly
yesterday's gone, tomorrow's here
can't turn back now
I won't quit
I still love you
I swear I always will






Oh solitude,
Forever me, forever you.
Oh solitude,
Only you, only true.